Death of the demon Part 3: Love goes on

You woke me up....for what reason...let me be....in the nirvana of your soul....at least....when im there....i dont feel anything....when im awake you make me feel pain, anger, hate....its your fault...im only here to make you live....without me....you'd be dead by now....so tell me....why did you awake me....what do i have to do...

Kill them....kill them all.....i chose wrong....they did it....destroyed eat....ate the pieces of my rotten corpse like vultures from hell....let me have your rage....make me invincible....MAKE ME KING....

Your mad....as i slept i went into you....and she spoke to me....fukeiki....she spoke to me....she will always be there for you....she IS you....she is bound to follow.....just as i am....we are the same person...forever....you will hear our whispers from deep inside of you....until death do us apart, right?...

So its true....as she said....we belong to each other....quietly walking through our own hell....we are always together even if were far away from each other....i cant reach her but yet she is here....deep inside of me....impossible to take her away....

Let us share it....let me BE you....we can be ONE.....please....let me feel love, happiness and pleasure.....you already have my rage so you wont get anything new....neither will you loose anything....take me to the deep bottoms of your heart.....fusioned for life....we, demons, will pass through, the gates to heaven.....there she will wait for us....we will be forsaken by the gods....all of us....but it is worth it, right?....to be with her is worth anything.....even in death....even in nirvana.....we are together....forever...

Death of the demon 2

You are going to do it...aint ya?....Im going to tell you a secret....without me....she is lost forever, and you cant do that....she is The One...that is why this had to happen....you dont got long left without me, my friend....you know that it is me she laughs at....but it is you that she cries to....you know that it is me that she love....that is why you cant kill me....neither can you live without knowing you hurt her...I hurt her....Do i love her?....NO....demons cant feel love....they can only feel hate, rage, anger.....I am the demon that, sooner or later, will take your life....the only thing you can decide is when it will happen....you know that the only one can kill me is her...but she is too stupid to understand.....and when she kills me....she WILL kill you....The only thing i want is the demons blessing....and i can only get that when your dead....Cant you see....you think you are obsessed by me....but I am the one obsessed....I have to hurt people....that is what im sent here for...and i will never go back without you....Now come....follow me....follow me to hell....

I have to do this...she cant live here without me....I cant live here without her....I lost a part of myself....and took a part of her instead....I cant do this anymore....to live as a tool for something as pityful as you.....a lowlife that sucks true happiness from other people....not to feel happiness yourself...no, you do it because of your own sadness....please....be silent, cant you hear that....she loves you....YOU....theres no bonds for love....love her back....she can kill you...but she can also set you free....from your eternal jail.....make her break the bars....for my sake....still...i AM the one that you live in....your host.....be polite and at least try....

You know something...im going to kill you....before you can kill me....that would make me happy....you pathetic little humans...you dont know what love means....its an eternal engagement.....you cant leave it....then its not love....if that is how she feels....then you are right....she can help me....but i wont tell you how....you have to find the way....the way to get away from our fusion.....we are one...for now....and we are bleeding....well die soon....you have to hurry young man....im falling asleep and you are the only one can save us now....Im going to tell you another secret....I DO love her.....I hope you will do this....we dont got much time you know...please...

hurry...

Death of the demon

"THERE IT GOES......"

Goodbye to yooou....goodbye life....i pushed myself into a life of everlasting darkness....everyone surrounding me...or...well....the one that is supposed to be me...gets enshrouded in my darkness....there is no "me"...Fucked up by myself....Can you see it....the dark aura that is closing me in....

I'm sorry....

It is only when i write that i can explain the true feelings that i feel....the demon cant control that...Im obsessed...Why cant i make it right....

Listen to me...you cant do things right...its to late...she is dead...you are dead...cant you see it....you walk like humans on this earth but your empty inside....well...not you....I am inside of you...I hate love....I hate happiness...I love to watch the sky....cause you think about her then, dont you....

I do....but cant you see it you BIG MOTHERFUCKER....im happy...theres only moments of pain in my life....moments of death and torture....I am...filled up with something...something you dont understand...You dont love her....but i do...im so damn filled up with love that i dont know who to give it to....

Well...i made you choose didnt i...now you have to live your life thinking about if you made the right choice or not...its impossible isn't it....that makes you depressed....that makes me possible to stay here...in your mind...and im not leaving...

Hahahahaha....your damn stupid....cant you see....maybe its too late....but im happy....that means your mission is doomed to fail....its only in the moments that i feel down that you can exist....so im going to lock you up....deep deep inside of me....and kill you...Goodbye Kitune.....You dont exist in this world anymore....im not lonely without you....GO TO HELL...

Blood Masquerade Part 4: Destiny Doom

Watch the demon squirm in his own blood...he shoots through time and space that does'nt exist...She does'nt speak...she just is...he realise what she actually is doing...he knew all the time....but she is there as company...the last moments of his "life" betrayed by the only thing possible to love....she sucks his life out...slowly draining his spirit into herself to get her own life...she cant live without his life...hes giving it away to her just because she IS....the loneliness tore him apart and left him long gone from sanity...

He watches the blood flying through the air all around him...why is there blood...he isnt even human form....he watches her take form...A women....a angel....a demon...she is the true fukeiki...betrayer of life....

As her body is completed...she approaches him and whispers in his ear

"I owe you one"

Then everything goes black

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"Fukeiki, are you there?....answer me...please!!"

The darkness gathers....the life is sucked out of the demonlord....his life is about to end...

He softly lands down on a dark floor...lying down....the blood flows from his skin....

"I am in Nirvana"
"You are...actually...in Nirvana"

A man stepped forward. He got dark red hair and a suit of bloody feathers. The last time they met, he was an angel, the angel of blood.

"I know you recognize me....I know every thought let out of ones mind down here...And no, i am no angel anymore...I sacrificed my wings to be able to live...She killed all angels, humans and demons, right? So i had to make a new race...Im a raven....Bloodraven"
"Why...why do i live?"
"Ooooh....you're still a demon...well...there are two worlds other than this world we live in, also called Midworld...hell, heaven and earth are small, together....compared to these worlds....First we got Underworld, this is the place were we are now...we were allowed to enter this place since Midworld is forsaken and doomed for eternity...But you dont belong here, mylord....the one that saved your life lives in Overworld...That place is the only place for you to find your own destiny...Now mylord, I cant help you any further...the rest is for you to find out..."
"But how will i find the way to overworld?"
"I will send a guide with you, you might recognize her..."

Out of the dark stepped a tall women...she had a suit of black feathers....the demons eyes fell in tears...he closed his eyes...thought about the past...

"Angel of darkness...or Nightraven i assume..."
"You are right...you closed me in here...i betrayed you...but even though we had a shady past, you must follow me...its time now...."

She gave him her hand....he held it tightly, and they flew off....higher and higher until they burst through the walls of pure darkness...

"Now we are in Midworld...Can you hear that beautiful song...It is the only thing that keeps this place alive"

"Jigoku...", the demon said and let go off Nightravens hand...

Part two: Deadlocked

I said bad stuff...i dont know what i did, but it was wrong....to hurt someone you love that much...

To live in sin, pure darkness, tore the demon apart, sacrificed for a deadlocked eternity...pushed up to a wall, nowhere to go but backwards....slowly....until you hit the wall...there is NO TURNING BACK!!!

"My life is filled with broken promises and empty dreams" - Marshal Mathers

Im not dreaming...ive realised that now....theres no goal in my life, only twisted theories of life...illusions, fantasies, dreams...kill me, kill me now, kill me fast, kill me slowly, let me bleed and suffer forever...Lock me up inside gehenna, angel of darkness...

My life is only darkness....a huge nothing...living to die in the end...such a pity, to even think that my life could be better, such a pity...Love me with your empty hearts, use me as your tool...It doesnt matter to me...Im not alive, i am dead, walking as a ghost...eating things that dont taste...smelling things that i cant scent...seeing things though im blind...touching things...but only pass through...Lock me up inside nirvana, angel of blood...

I just want to say goodbye...but people like to watch this ghost...it amuses them...if this ghost would leave...then they would be bored...until they find another joyful thing...

Maybe i should leave....

I was filled with darkness....until sunshine lightened me up...but then, all of a sudden...there was the deepest dark of it all...threatened to life by a wall of bricks...who is pushing me towards it?...Why are they pushing me toward it?...

Im a ghost....i will pass through the wall....and fall forever...

Thank you