Thoughtless dreams

Im gonna tell you a romantic story,

not to be told with pride and glory.

Some things i dont want to say

When i was a younger person

My whole life were torn

I just wished to get away

But then i got drunk on power

I had many encounters

And of my sins i should have learned

And then i met my true desire,

a girl who put my heart on fire.

But you should know that fire make you burn

You made me rise,

but in the end i fall.

I could just grasp you,

never have it all.

The happy ending

was a fantasy.

I try to catch you,

in my thoughtless dreams~

Then there was the mad frustration,

I didnt know what I wanted and

Thus i stood with one foot in the grave

And the thing that no one had seen,

My sins were controlling me.

Gouged me out to an empty shell.

All that pain was quite a thrill,

Until that pain got me killed.

And now im stuck inside my urges.

You made me rise,

but in the end i fall.

I could just grasp you,

never have it all.

The happy ending

was a fantasy.

I try to catch you,

in my thoughtless dreams~

These poems have been written in blood,

and its mine.

And without you everything is a lie.

I cant help it but you'll always be here

in my mind.

The ending is for you to decide.

You made me rise,

but in the end i fall.

I could just grasp you,

never have it all.

The happy ending

was a fantasy.

I try to catch you,

in my thoughtless dreams~