Silent hill

Im walking slowly up on this abandoned hill,
thinking about all the mistakes ive done in my awful life.
The sorrow are digging itself closer and closer to my black heart.
Yes, all of it is pure black.....Almost
I dont want to live here anymore, but my body isnt even worth to die.
Why? I dont know....it just feels that way....
I cant die today....My heart might be black, but if you look closely,
you will see a tiny bright spot....Its that spot makes my life worth living.
....A while
In that spot exists everyone that actually care about me....it is in that spot that you exist.
Even when my life seem to be completely covered in darkness, i know that you are out there to be the light that will guide me out of it.
Will it stay that way forever?
Or will that spot never shine again?
Will you join me....On my silent hill